Okay I know I now am a family disappointment, but, do you think when I wanted something from you; have you ever provided it according to my demand? You think I am bad; have you ever thought when I loved you, you just ignored me and loved someone else? I know I am an embarrassment for you now; have you ever thought how many times you made me feel embarrassed in front of others? You think I’m the biggest mistake of your life; have you ever thought I also have feelings and emotions? You think I am slut; have you ever thought whose thinking made me this? You think I am abnormal; have you ever thought how much I’ve sacrificed and compromised in life to make myself sad and others happy? You think I am not trustworthy and having trust issues with everyone; have you ever thought how many people have deceived me in my life? You think I am not perfect to be introduced with my complete name; have you ever thought you never asked me anything about my interests? You think I am disobedient; have you ever thought you never tried to study my nature? You think I stay away and remain in solitude; have you ever thought you always forced me to leave everyone?  You think I have a rude behavior; have you ever thought who forced me to be like this? You think I am silent in front of others; have you ever thought whenever I said anything, who humiliated me most over my insecurities? You think I am hyper; have you ever thought about my real persistence? You think I am loser; have you ever thought I am studying just for sake of your happiness? You think my future is not bright; have you ever thought you have never asked about a single life achievement of mine? You think I am not a person to expect anything from; have you ever thought if I got something in life your name would be famous not mine? You think I am mad; have you ever thought how much people used me, harassed me with what and how? You think I am heartless; have you ever thought who made me to be a stone? You think I don’t have love for you; have you ever thought how much I pray for you? You think I don’t care; have you ever thought I am reserved to show anything? You think I am not confident; have you ever thought maybe I am afraid of publicity? You think I am unable to go anywhere; have you ever thought how “great” I feel when you spoil every plan of mine? You think I don’t know how to live; have you ever thought how much I used to be excited and happy and you turned me dead? You think I am a robot; have you ever thought I was once a human being?

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